Can’t put a smile on

I can’t say I’m allright

I really suffer

It’s like it is

It is so much tougher

I sleep longer than I should

I know it’s not good

But it’s nothing I can do

When I am in this mood

I can’t put a smile on

Cause I got tears running down my face

I can’t put a smile on

Until they have all gone away

I know they never will

They are ment to stay with me

For every day to come

I hope someday I will be free

Why has it gone so deep

I can never take me up again

To where I used to be

Now I’m filled with pain

I can’t put a smile on

Even though I want it so

I can’t put a smile on

Cause my heart and soul says no

I know it shouldn’t be this way

But what can I do

I’m not strong enough

I have been fighting for so long so

Now I can’t put a smile on