Leaning against the wind

I have tried a million times

But haven’t done it yet

Every time I open my eyes

I just seem to forget

This is harder than I thought

I have gone through it all

But I know what it has caught

My body on a way to fall

I am leaning against the wind

This is my everyday life

Is this how it’s ment to be

I am leaning against the wind

This is the truth not a lie

This is how it is to be me

I have carried many stones

I have laughed and I have cried

It has hurts deep in my bones

Sometimes I have really lied

Well yeah I am okey I said

With a slight touch of deny

I just wish I would really be okay

So  that I could finally fly

I am leaning against the wind

This is my everyday life

Is this how it’s ment to be

I am leaning against the wind

This is the truth not a lie

This is how it is to be me

When I am leaning against the wind

I know that something must change

When I am leaning against the wind

I know I need to find my way